Well, I suppose I've committed to it now.
My friend and occasional work colleague (or employer) wanted some form of discipline that would focus my creativity in the hope that I could pull myself out of the doldrums and achieve my goals in... what!?
I don’t even know!?
I find myself decidedly depressed for any number of reasons usually as a result of my inability to muster the determination to earn more money or my mobile phone not being due an upgrade until the middle of May at the earliest.
It’s not as if I don’t have anything going for me; a wonderful wife, a son who was recently almost picked for an advertising campaign in one of those baby modeling internet sites and a daughter who is just knocking on the door of puberty but living with her mother so I probably won’t have to deal with any screaming.
All good stuff, right? Except, why do I feel like a failure? Sure, I have made a number of mistakes in my life yet they have got me to where I am today. I wouldn’t change that for the world.
I’d like to try and run this project for a year starting on April 1st. I’ve never been a diary keeper and it should be noted that my motto goes along the lines of “why put off tomorrow when you can play PS3 and shoot people in the head”.
See you then?
2 comments:
Well i'm kinda with ya mate, I also feel like a failure, Not working is a killer !, i like ya style of writing, looking forward to reading more....No presure though !! lol, laterssssss
cool dad!
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